Okay i know its just a mere 20%. Yet, you know how much difference it can make. Not to mention how much complications it may bring by the end of the day.
Okay this is really bad--the fact that im getting all fidgety and to some extent, desperate about it-- and im fully aware of it. Hence, i made a decision a while ago.
" Trust in the Lord with all your heart, & lean not on your own understanding. Acknowledge Him in all your ways, & He will make your path straight." Proverbs 3:5-6
Its amazing how this verse literally jerked me out of my panicky state of mind this afternoon. Trust me, it was completely random and unexpected, but it came timely:D & thereafter, i felt a sense of comfort i have not felt in a long time.