Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs. Stupid propagandas >< I need to see more sense in the things we are made to memorise.
Oh wells, on a happier note, the Palpatintopians are meeting up for dinner tmr! :D:D whheee its so exciting and i simply cant wait! lalala(: seeing them brings me back to happier times when disruptive things like O's didnt quite matter at all. haha and its undeniable that this bunch of equally insane people do cheer me up a lot(:
Frankly, it caught me in a dilemma while contemplating whether to turn up or not, considering the fact that im still in the midst of prelims. but guess what! I shall compromise by mugging before that and by mugging intensely during the weekends!:D yeppps its a promise(:
oh yes! and the worship training on sunday! should be funnnnnnn:D yayyyys(:
okayyy, back to SS, tooodles!<3
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Saturday, August 22'♥
Whyy am I worried for the wrong matters at such an inappropriate time. Urgggggghhh. would you pleaseeeeeeeeeee stop making life difficult for my lil dearrs. I'm so sorry we're soooo not used to it, cause never in my 4 years in sn have i been taught that such things are ever necessary. come on, be flexible and be rational. AND HOW ARE WE TAKING ADVANTAGE OF YOU!>< scoffs.
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Wednesday, August 19'♥
Just what can I say, and what can I do to tell you that they're all untruths. Look, I give up. Its so much harder than I thought it could possibly be. tell me its not another broken promise.
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Sunday, August 16'♥
Zomytian. 2 days.
Okay i know its just a mere 20%. Yet, you know how much difference it can make. Not to mention how much complications it may bring by the end of the day.
Okay this is really bad--the fact that im getting all fidgety and to some extent, desperate about it-- and im fully aware of it. Hence, i made a decision a while ago.
" Trust in the Lord with all your heart, & lean not on your own understanding. Acknowledge Him in all your ways, & He will make your path straight." Proverbs 3:5-6
Its amazing how this verse literally jerked me out of my panicky state of mind this afternoon. Trust me, it was completely random and unexpected, but it came timely:D & thereafter, i felt a sense of comfort i have not felt in a long time.
My God is AMAZING!<3
blogged @ 7:39 PM
Saturday, August 15'♥
你的心有一道墙, 但我发现一扇窗. 偶尔透出一丝暖暖的微光 就算你有一道墙, 我的爱会攀上窗台盛放
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Friday, August 14'♥
But if i let you go, i will never know what my life would be holding you close to me. Will I ever see you smiling back at me. How would i know? If I let you go. (:
4diligence'09 <3
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Thursday, August 13'♥
This great affinity is simply unfathomable, &I really wonder if its something worth celebrating for. Convince me that it could be different this time. (:
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Monday, August 10'♥
It took me quite a while to realise its merely a chemical reaction in the brain, A result of phenylethylamine and nothing more.
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Sunday, August 9'♥
Looking back, its bittersweet. Maybe this is just how far it should go. Thank you. (:
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Saturday, August 8'♥
I refuse to think about it anymore. As you wish.
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Friday, August 7'♥
National day celebration this morning was a lot of self-entertainment, zi-highing and camwhoring:D hahaha these were the little things that made the whole event a lil more bearable. ohwells(:
following was an outing with bestie! hahahhah that cheered me up a lot(: thankkies! & who said you cant rock with the piano!! oh yesss!! I was (and i still am) highly amused and awed by the piano version of gada! ahahhaha:D:D:D not to mention how every piece seems to be able to link or end with the 'amitabha' tune! LOLS:D the whole aftnoon was spent with lots of 21st century stravinsky-s, impressive moonlight sonatas, contorted community songs, improvised rachmaninov and shockingly dissonant chords which worked wonders to dull pieces!(: trust me, tt was a highly effective antidepressant(: i havent had soooo much fun in a longgggggg time:D:D
& im in love with DBSK nowww:D:D hahahhahaha! i think xian and xinru totally brainwashed me la(: (: hopefully they will win the lawsuit againt SM entertainment(: hahaha and its amazing how xian can go on and on about the details of this lawsuit for the entire bio lesson rofls:D:D! I'll be there is super nice! its turning into an obsession:D
hahhaha okkk, back to work! tooodles!<3
그래요 그댈 두고서 난 아무데도 못 가죠 But you know it wouldnt quite matter anymore.
